Manifesting

.Free your mind.

AAAARRRRRHHHHH

I needed this space to have a quick rage and vent.

I don’t know particularly why I’m angry right now.

I want to cry or punch something or give up, but I can’t cry and there’s nothing to punch or give up really.

"I’ve been searching for an exit, but I’m lost inside my head."

I feel overwhelmed by the choice I am bestowed with as a human.

What my heart tells me, is that I want to;

- Eat fruit, veggies, and healthy grains, nuts, and delicious cooked combinations of these, smoothies, desserts, whatever. This would involve buying the ingredients, and then spending the time to combine them. Not just simply eating what I find in my parents kitchen.

- Devote my life to Amanda and her children, and birth my own child with her. This involves learning to be Still Within, so that I may be a positive influence and role model for all of the children, and learning to be Strong and Consistent through irrational tantrums. And communicating healthily and rationally with Amanda for us to stay Consistent together.

- Share and express through dance and metal. This would have to involve YouTube, but is this simply ego desiring to be seen, or is it a deep heart-passion-desire?

- Share and evolve through crystal healing.

- Develop and balance the body through yoga. This involves patience, perseverance, pain… To let go of the illusion. 

- Be patient and positive with my parents.

Overall…
What I want is to Let Go.

My book tells me that trying to let go makes us hold tighter, I must let go of letting go. WHAT EVEN?!

Maybe that is what is frustrating me.

I desire CHANGE. But change will come of its own accord when I let go.

I know that I need to Allow What Is.

And then Choose. Why do I keep choosing to hold on?

AAAARRRRRHHHHH

I needed this space to have a quick rage and vent.

I don’t know particularly why I’m angry right now.

I want to cry or punch something or give up, but I can’t cry and there’s nothing to punch or give up really.

"I’ve been searching for an exit, but I’m lost inside my head."

I feel overwhelmed by the choice I am bestowed with as a human.

What my heart tells me, is that I want to;

- Eat fruit, veggies, and healthy grains, nuts, and delicious cooked combinations of these, smoothies, desserts, whatever. This would involve buying the ingredients, and then spending the time to combine them. Not just simply eating what I find in my parents kitchen.

- Devote my life to Amanda and her children, and birth my own child with her. This involves learning to be Still Within, so that I may be a positive influence and role model for all of the children, and learning to be Strong and Consistent through irrational tantrums. And communicating healthily and rationally with Amanda for us to stay Consistent together.

- Share and express through dance and metal. This would have to involve YouTube, but is this simply ego desiring to be seen, or is it a deep heart-passion-desire?

- Share and evolve through crystal healing.

- Develop and balance the body through yoga. This involves patience, perseverance, pain… To let go of the illusion. 

- Be patient and positive with my parents.

Overall…
What I want is to Let Go.

My book tells me that trying to let go makes us hold tighter, I must let go of letting go. WHAT EVEN?!

Maybe that is what is frustrating me.

I desire CHANGE. But change will come of its own accord when I let go.

I know that I need to Allow What Is.

And then Choose. Why do I keep choosing to hold on?

(via neonstorm)

thor-in-midgard:

westernwon:

if science doesn’t make you want to write poetry you’re doing it wrong

YOUR ANCESTORS CALLED IT MAGIC, BUT YOU CALL IT SCIENCE. I COME FROM A LAND WHERE THEY ARE ONE AND THE SAME.
hallucinogenic-merkaba:

skeletondan:

eridanxroxy:

deepthroatmom:

ratak-monodosico:

article here>

cool lol

"cool lol" tHEYRE ACTUALLY TESTING TO FIND OUT IF WE’RE LIVING INSIDE A COMPUTER SIMULATION AND YOUR RESPONSE TO THAT IS
"COOL LOL"

They’ve done the tests, and have evidence that our universe may actually be a simulation: http://www.nature.com/news/simulations-back-up-theory-that-universe-is-a-hologram-1.14328
It’s less that we may be living within a computer simulation, but more like the foundations of our universe ( the laws of physics) are written on a lower dimensional plane, and the observable universe that we see is a projection (simulation) up onto a higher dimension.
Here’s some background: http://www.technologyreview.com/view/429561/the-measurement-that-would-reveal-the-universe-as-a-computer-simulation/#comments

Oh, god. Not a computer simulation. Fucks sake. What that last comment says.It’s a reflection layed out by us. We perceive it and define it. The more we gain in understanding the more we will perceive. It’s a hologram, a reflection.

victimize:

Ómar Runólfsson

The sky tonight, 2007

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erinred:

veganrideordie:

PLANTS: Food That Magically Regrows Itself (…a reason why eating plants isn’t as harmful as eating animals):

jerryjamesstone:

http://cookingstoned.tv/blog/2014/02/food-that-magically-regrows-itself-from-kitchen-scraps/

Let’s face it, eating well is expensive… or it can be. Buying produce that is either organically (or biodynamically grown) is not cheap. But ingesting pesticide residue is anything but ideal.

Luckily, you can shave a few bucks off your grocery bill by growing a few of those staples from your diet. Best part, it is much easier than you think! You don’t need seeds or anything fancy. You can simply use kitchen scraps from your next meal. How great is that!

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anunchainedmelody:

unamusedsloth:

Some of them look majestic in the sun.

(via mentalalchemy)

Now, life begins!

1. I now work at Bliss Organic vegan cafe, and can quit KFC.

2. I have plans to finally create a freeform dance music video to a song from my new favourite album: In Hearts Wake - Earthwalker. I’ll find someone to film with.

3. I am confident enough to give crystal card readings. More practise is still needed though, study. This will progress into group healings and meditations. All depends how much energy I choose to direct to this.

4. My didgeridoo will be finished next week. Then I can begin learning.

5. Money will flow in… I can work on moving out.

6. My fear of talking to people has significantly decreased.

7. I own a onesie. Hehehe.

8. I begin ChakraDance tonight!

9. I’ll be learning Reiki II and Isis Seichim over the next month. More healing attunement and skills. I was born to be a healer.

10. I still cling to fear… But I’ll do it all anyway! Nothing will hold me back!
NO HATE! NO FEAR!

~

Truenorth is my destiny.

"I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk."

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ugh yes

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